POEMATIC: 09.09.10 inside of me, can you find a beat?

A dictionary is now too thick for me to flip
Words stop flowing due to burning dreams
I am suddenly unable to express my way of thinking
My voice would love to scream but it could not
I am finding myself back, I want to
But courage left me on my knees
Again, I fail opening my lips and speak
Help me find my sanity out of real world’s iniquity

[words by Madz Madaje]

"So Carry Me, I'm just a dead man... Lying on the carpet, Can't find a heartbeat
Make me breathe,
I want to be a new man...
Tired of the old one, Out with the old plan"
~ Jars of Clay - Dead Man