20th curly word of 21 (BETTER)

DAY 20.BETTER (10:57PM)

21^st is just few minutes away and I am now a little edgy on getting better as I pledge for myself. There is still an ongoing process of reflecting and weighing things. For sure, the past 20 days became better for me and I tried to live as light as possible, not letting stress eat my curly brain or ever-changing weather conditions to shower me negative vibes. However, I honestly feel like those 21 days are still not enough for a progress I am targeting. But I want to take this minute to thank everyone who became part of this project – my Christian friend and adviser, Aiee… my dear officemates... my college and highschool friends then loved ones and of course my Holy Creator. I learned to number my days and apply my heart unto wisdom (Psalm 90:12). I enjoyed more of my time and be more appreciative than ever for everything I have now. I plan to continue the project even after the 21^st day though it might be not a daily dose unlike before but I would definitely write about something that is significant for my growth and inspire others too. This project helped me altered the memories July 7, 21 and hopefully the 27^th at most.

I found her watching the stars so blue

Their stardust blinded her from a colorful world

But then some kind words brought her far

Until she found sanctuary behind a door

The same stardust now unlocked her heart

She felt love; she’s in the middle of somewhere

Better now is the rhythm of her heartbeat

Forgive her if she wants to wait a little longer

Patience is her food today

by Madz Madaje