POEMATIC 12.31.11 Beautyfall Age


2011, o how you challenged me!
I fought back, I prayed to God;
I cried to Him through tough times
More struggles came and I tried hard to stay alive
I knew He listened; He already knew what I wanted

I decided to take a leap of faith
But still I looked for Him on every corner of darkness
But only silence was present. . .

My tears flowed and so I got drowned
The enemy attacked; I mastered the work of doubting
Questions popped - pushed me to the limit

Until the ground shook, the heavens embraced me

Then I saw a Titanic size gate of gold
And my very own father was in front of it
Waiting for his time, I could not move

Then I felt God’s comfort and security
The assurance of salvation gave me peace and hope
I asked for His forgiveness and He gave it to me
Wrapped with joy and more love

And so I told myself to fight back and pray again,
Keep moving and look for more ways to aid
Both the downcasts and on cloud nine
For the Lord is always mighty to save!
And there's beauty in every fall He'll catch you and me.

~words by Madz Madaje~


Hence, my first resolution for 2012............. tadaaaa!


feel free to share this picture ;) happy new year everyone!

2 Corinthians 9:8 (NIV)
And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times,
having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

And here's a video of one of the songs I really liked this 2011 - Walk on the Water by Britt Nicole; also included in Soul Surfer Movie soundtrack album!


[ So what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose?

Your insecurities try to hold to you
You know you're made for more, so don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all it takes, and you can walk on the water
Walk on the water, too ]

Espesyal at bagong Piso, tadaaa!

Sa lahat ng perang Pinoy, ang PISONG BARYA daw ang PINAKAGAMIT ng marami... mayaman o mahirap kaya raw dito nilagay ang imahe ng PAMBANSANG BAYANING si JOSE RIZAL.


Di tulad noon na naka-side view sya, ngayon ay buong mukha nya na ang nakalagay.


At sa likod naman, ang bagong logo ng Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas.


Gawa sa nickel plated steel ang bagong piso kaya di na daw madali gayahin o tunawin.


10 milyong piraso nito ang nailabas na mula Dec 19, 2011, Lunes.


[source: gmanetwork.com]


Woohooo gusto ko na makita ito!!!



(left) 2011 new P1 coin (right) 2004 P1 coin  / via gmanetwork.com
Pilipino Series (1972)

Obverse: Jose Rizal, "Piso", "1"
Reverse: seal of the Republic of the Philippines, "Bangko Sentral", year mark

Shape: round
Edge: reeded
Diameter: 33 mm
Material: Copper-Nickel

Bagong Lipunan Series (1978)


Obverse: Jose Rizal, "Republika ng Pilipinas", "1 Piso"
Reverse: Seal of the Philippines, "Ang Bagong Lipunan", "Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas", year mark


Shape: round
Edge: reeded
Diameter: 28.5 mm



Flora and Fauna Series (1990)


Obverse: Jose Rizal, "Republika ng Pilipinas", year mark
Reverse: Anoa mindorensis (tamaraw), 1 Piso


Shape: round/circular
Edge: reeded
Diameter: 29.0 mm
Composition: 75% copper, 25% nickel
Weight: 9.50 grams




New BSP Series


Obverse: Jose Rizal, "Republika ng Pilipinas", 1 Piso, year mark
Reverse: logo of the Bankgo Sentral ng Pilipinas


Shape: round
Edge: reeded
Material: cupro-nickel
Composition: 75% copper, 25% nickel; from 2004 onwards, steel alloy


Weight: 6.1 grams
Diameter: 24 mm

[image and info source: Philmoney ]


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Fancy it is: Fancy Cakes and Crepes

Fancy (adj.)
1. dependent or based on fancy : whimsical
2. not plain / posh / impressive
3. executed with technical skill and style




Fancy Crepes is the newly opened backeshop at #40 Matalino St. Diliman, Quezon City (beside Trellis, in front of Nice Mart) that will surely make your sweet tooth happy! Store hours: 11AM - 11PM.
Fancy Crepes facade (photo via their FB page)
My office friends and I saw the shop's signage last Monday night when we passed along Matalino Street and since we’re having our bizarre cravings this morning and we would like to have lunch outside - Chona and Ayn made a suggestion to go to the said bakeshop.




Fancy Crepes bakeshop offers cozy ambiance, affordable-priced luscious-looking cakes, crepes and coffees, and interesting bits and pieces around the store. Chona and I ordered Nuts Over Nutella crepe with ice cream topping for P142 each; my hot cappuccino for P60 while Ayn’s order was Just A Buzz crepe (with Grand Marnier) for P100 only and she just added P30 for ice cream. And yes, we did enjoy the fancy crepes… we also had a good and witty chat!



Of course, we took random pictures using Chona’s newest baby, her Nikon D90. Nice! More of fancy shots below! ;)




Fancy Cakes and Crepes Official Website
Fancy Cakes and Crepes Facebook Page


*click images for larger view
1st photo w/ Ayn, 2nd photo w/ Chona

Ayn's doodling something ;)



A Good Fight of Faith: In Loving Memories of our Tatay




Three months when I did post about the SAVED Festival event and I got very excited then. I had many attempts on buying tickets for me and my Ate (eldest sister) but I never did since our Tatay (father) was not in good condition since late September of this year.

I already marked and saved November 26, 2011 in my planner for the biggest Christian concert in the Philippines but to my surprise, that day would be the burial of our father. Obviously, I was not able to attend the concert, that's why I do not have any follow-up entry for the said event.

He passed away last 18th of November, Friday, and it was also the final night of our favorite local show – 100 Days to Heaven. I remember, I mentioned to tatay to finish the show since he also loved it plus the Korean hit – Big Thing. 


Last July 2011, he was diagnosed with cancer, stage 4. Medical specialists believed that it started in his stomach or lungs then it scattered to his upper body until it reached his brain. Four tumors were found in his brain thus he could not undergo chemo, radiations and other surgery procedures. Since then, we prayed for God’s will be done for we’ll never understand His knowledge but we know He loves us and He will never leave us nor forsake us. [see previous post here]


What happened that week of his death?

From November 14-17, tatay just regained his strength. From being bed ridden, fed through tube, breathing with help of oxygen tank to starting to talk again and tell some stories about him and places he went to. He recalled his favorite show – Big Thing and he told us he wanted to watch and that he would get up. He kept asking for water for he was so thirsty but since he’s not able to drink anymore, I would dip some wet cloth to his lips or let him sip some water from wet cotton buds. We still prayed together every night and told our I LOVE YOUs. And we hoped for more miracles. But during that week we finally witnessed him screaming in pain for his head hurt so much.

Our Tita (aunt), who’s also a doctor, ever since we left the hospital took care of Tatay. It’s like we’re having our private ICU at home. Nanay's (mother) in charge with the medicines and food for tatay while I had to monitor the amount of dextrose and with injecting other medications. While ate Elaine (our distant relative from Visayas who stayed with us for 2 weeks before Tatay's death) and other friends and relatives who stayed in our home for some days were helping us change clothes, diaper, bed sheets for tatay. We were really blessed for people used by the Lord to assist us since I have a job and also, nanay and I won’t be able to handle all the sleepless nights to watch over tatay, even during the days Tatay’s confined at the hospital.

We’re also thankful that my Ite (older sister) made to go home from Sweden and stay with us for a week. At least, tatay’s still strong then though he could not recognize her several times. Our tatay and I also had moments like this. This felt like we were casts in “the Notebook” novel. Tatay would ask where I am and what time I would go home although I’m already facing him. I would never forget him smiling despite of his condition and times He still managed to tell jokes and stories.

Until Friday morning when Nanay asked me and ate Elaine, to check something’s coming out from tatay’s tube. Nanay thought it’s blood but I did not agree since it’s just a little pink to be a blood and I noticed something like that some days ago but not as many as what we were seeing that minute. I left the house and went to work then our tita-doctor checked tatay. Before lunch time, I received a text message from nanay asking me to get home ASAP and saying that tatay’s not in good condition that day. I replied, “I can’t. I’m tasked to prepare the clothes for fitting and comments”, but before going to work, I actually had in mind to request for a longer vacation/emergency leaves so I’d have more time to take care of our tatay but I had lots of absences in October and November this year. Then Nanay did not reply anymore. But I sent a message to  Ate to assist our mother if she’s available. Ate went to our house quickly.

We started our session/meeting at the office until I returned to our room to get something and I heard my phone ringing and my officemate even mentioned that somebody’s calling me for several minutes. I did not answer my phone right away but I felt nervous, with bubble-thoughts in my head...
“Is this it?”,
“What if......?”,
“Is he dead?”.

I went back to our meeting and back to our room again, my phone’s still ringing and I had to pick it up. And there I heard Nanay’s voice asking me to rush home after the meeting, I asked what’s happening but she won’t tell. Until few minutes later, I received a SMS from her – saying that

Tatay’s running out of time.

I tried not to cry upon reading it, I waited until our meeting’s over and it’s already 5PM and time to go home. Then I cried and called Nanay on the phone and she just said, “go home, fast... wait, try to talk with your tatay”, I heard tatay’s voice but his words were not clear, I told him to wait for me.

I left the office at 5:30PM; traffic’s heavier than ever! And I reached home at 7:10PM. I saw him wearing a mask for oxygen this time, short of breath. I changed the mood of my voice to a happier greeting and saying I Love You. He mumbled, tried to answer back. Ate’s at her side with face so downhearted, nanay’s anxious and Ate Elaine’s not ok too. Our tita-doctor’s there too and openly told us to get ready but she did not want to remove any life support from tatay. She wanted tatay to stop willingly for she mentioned many times that our tatay’s a fighter and he’s really trying to overcome cancer. And so she even asked my mother to buy some new medicines and us to monitor tatay’s blood pressure and supply of dextrose.

After Nanay and tita left our house, blood started to come out from tatay’s mouth. Ate hurried to remove and clean it and after several minutes, blood stopped coming out.

Then my nanay arrived and Ate told her what happened. Of course, she panicked then asked us to pray over. Ate thanked God for Tatay’s 62 years here and gave him to be our father. That we surrender tatay’s life and our all to Him and that He would take care of tatay. After that prayer, I believed I heard tatay said Amen too, it was 8:45 in the evening.

Nanay got back to check the medicines she bought.
Ate was to drink her coffee.
Ate Elaine stepped out from the room...
and I just noticed blood in tatay’s mouth again! I told my Ate about it and she got up to get some gauze.
I removed his oxygen mask, I touched his chest and I could not feel him breathing. I did not cry at once... I tried to check his nose and mouth if there’s air coming out, but there’s none. And before my Ate touch Tatay’s chest and get rid of the blood again, I told her “di na sya humihinga” (“he’s not breathing anymore”).

She cried and I did too. She hugged Tatay and she called out our mother. She went back to their room and so was Ate Elaine. We were all in tears and I texted our tita-doctor about Tatay’s death. Then lots of people when to our house, they also cried but they gave comfort.

We thank God for the wisdom He gave to Ate; for she already managed the services needed after the Lord take Tatay’s life.

Wake and funeral services for Tatay started last Saturday-Friday (November 19-25) at King Funeral Homes in Marikina City. Friends and loved ones; tatay’s sisters and their husbands flew home to the Philippines. And some Pastor friends were invited to speak. Our churchmates were also present and helped out in serving snacks. Many were also shocked to know he passed away already and asked what’s his sickness and how long he was suffering for some even had a chance to talk with Tatay before July, and Tatay’s still strong then.


Map to find King Funeral Homes easily

It was Friday again and the last wake for tatay. We had a short worship service and necrological program. I made an AVP while Ate and her daughters, and Ate Lani (her in-law) and Nanay sang “Mighty to Save” by Hillsong. Before we, immediate members of Tatay’s family, gave out our speech... we asked some friends and relatives of Tatay to share something about their experiences with Tatay.

Many mentioned about Tatay’s being so hardworking, funny, and positive most of the time. They remembered his beautiful voice and their videoke sessions.

But we remember him being so LOVING to our Nanay and LOVING to us, his children. We were really blessed to have him and raise us with such discipline and dedication. We love him so much and it still hurts to remember his gone. However, we are grateful for we know he is in the Lord’s hands. He’s happier than ever!

Tatay had a good life and he fought a good fight of faith.
Also in heaven, there will be no weeping, no hurt nor pain and no suffering.

And according to my Ate’s post at Facebook: To all who empathized with our family ..Thank you so much...Let our good God bless you and keep you..no exact words to describe how much we appreciate you all..Even at my father's death, he was able to minister to you the gospel of the Kingdom of God proclaiming that truly Jesus who died on the cross is our only Savior and Lord..."we cannot bring him back, but we can follow him" ( 2 Samuel 12:23)

So again, I would like to thank everyone who helped and comforted us. Thank you for your prayers and love. May the good Lord bless you all. And let’s treasure every second we have with our loved ones. Don’t delay saying your I LOVE YOUs and showing them how much you care.


 we'll be ok... we have the Lord...
the Father to the fatherless, the defender of widow / Psalm 68:5
we had white balloons at his burial (Forest lawn Memorial Park, Rodriguez/Montalban, Rizal

Is Worth the Extra Effort

Just read a post from Pastor Rick Warren via Facebook and made an illustration about it.

Who may ascend the mountain of the LORD? 
Who may stand in his holy place? 

Psalm 24:3 New International Version (NIV)


The steeper the mountain, the longer it takes to climb. 
But the view from the peak is worth the extra effort. 
stock photo of mountain: source

BETTER FINDS: Inconvenience


image source: xdesktopwallpaper
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco.

"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."

"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."

"There's something you should know," the son continued,
"he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mine and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."

"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."

"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."

"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.

The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or good as we are.

Please share the love of God with every one you find on your way.

11.01.11 Blazing November Sky

Time: 17:40:02   Exposure Time: 1/40"   F Number: F8

Sunset photography ♥

the sky's on fire again!


Camera used: Nikon D90
Date: November 1, 2011
Where: Marikina


Time: 17:37:39 Exposure Time: 1/80"   F Number: F6.3

Time: 17:30:39   Exposure Time: 1/80"   F Number: F18

Curly Listening 10.27.11 I'm Running the Race


With these difficult times,
I thought I caught a glimpse of resting place
But with my Bestfriend walking with me along this strange road
I will fear no evil.
Here I pray, I lay all my troubles;
Let all my worries be washed away
by the ocean that is never filled
And the wonders of His love to strengthen me
Your Name is greater than everything
And so I will fear no evil.
[words by Madz Madaje]

I already knew that we have to be careful to whatever music we listen to. And today, my spirit is longing for some comfort and I only God could satisfy me. But few hours ago, I just texted my friends I am sure would join me in prayer: asking God to give me and my family more strength. And here are some songs and excerpts from Hillsong band which Brooke Ligertwood (aka Brooke Fraser) also led the worship.

*Click on the song titles to go to Youtube video.
* Images are owned by Madz Madaje except the second one photographed by Miqo Dionisio





Random Roundup: Clock ticking


Tic-toc says my clock
Clouds move… fast!
The sun goes up and down.. faster!
My age changes at its fastest!
But my memory stays here forever.

[words by Madz Madaje]

(1) clock shirt by pingle vis sheepstop (2) vinyl kitchen clock by kikkerland (3) gear clock by kikkerland (4) kirie 01 of decoylab showroom (5)  glow in the dark moon clock by kikkerland (6) via pinterest (7) alarm clock wood cube dark by kikkerland (8) mini bell alarm clock by kikkerland 
Quirky Clocks at Purple Dragon Chelsea October 2011 (source: smudgetikka)
Quilled Wall clock by frauleincille

Meg and Chalk Magazines: October 2011

So who are our cover girls?

I usually buy magazines based on who the cover girl is and what the features are. Before, deadma lang kung sino lalo na dati sa Candy and Seventeen Magazines. But unfortunately, Seventeen Philippines closed down few years ago :(

photo via Meg Gurl at Facebook

Anyway, I might buy Meg Magazine over Chalk's October issue, andoon kasi si Xian Lim hahaha and I am more interested in their random topics. I also love the organized layout of Meg and most of the time, I just flip through the pages of the magazines and I do not read everything on it unless a page or a photo get my attention... but with Meg, it seems there are no wasted spaces. 

photo via Chalk at Facebook

But I do like Kim Chiu over Maja Salvador when it comes to advertised and published materials. I remember I did not buy Preview Magazine April 2010 issue because Maja was on the cover though she really brought a hot summer there. I owned a Candy magazine way back 2003 - she was on the cover too and her name was Maja Andres then. But this time, I do not mind Maja as cover of Meg Magazine, maybe (hopefully) there's a fun write-up about her.

But don't get me wrong, I find Kim and Maja really pretty and they actually have different sets of market. I am enjoying Kim's "My Binondo Girl" TV series and Maja's dance moves in ASAP. Anyway, Maja Salvador will be guesting on Kim's show soon. Surely, many are excited about Maja's role and some twist she'll bring in the story ;)